今天, 被别人说了…. 说我在不对的地方做不对的事情…

我想想, 我好像一直在做这事情….不是吗? 原来, 我还没长大啊…

是不是应该清醒了呢…**这话我说了好多次….

小姿啊…真的该改变了哦…不要再发梦了哦….这是不允许的哦…

你呀! 是时候真的要把这坏习惯改了…

不要每次一时兴起, 乱说一通…

你, 真的思考不够…你知道不…你这么样是在外面立足不了 的….

想清楚你自己曾经做些什么吧….

别人一笑, 不代表真的在笑!! 要记得!!

小姿!! 给我醒来!!

你有发现, 你努力不对地方了吗? 是的…是的!

你搞得我今晚很想哭….(其实在这里已经掉泪了..)..你让我觉得我们的友谊里,我非常的失败…

为什么你什么是都推到他身上…..人也是有情绪的…你非常了解的…

不要说我, 说你自己好了….当他和你有什么不愉快时, 你也是一样什么都不说…

你说你也想跟我说话, 但是我却只顾着看我的戏或什么….可是你有想过吗?! 我是因为你太安静, 我才去看戏的..

每晚期待的聊天时间, 有时真的被你搞砸了……你是不知道的…

我的心里现在非常不平衡….我觉得你把你所有事都埋在心里….

我很讨厌你这么做…你是不知道的…

我没有强迫你说出来, 因为我知道你可以解决…我只是精神上支持…

原来….真的很多原来….

Although this even had passed for more than 24 hours, but the memory is rili rili deep in my mind…Argh…

From 10.15 morning, i had been very bz….rush to buy hotlink top-up…rush to klcc….can’t wait to c u-kiss in ppl…we have to travel to mandarin oriental hotel to collect our things….then go back to the place to redeem our ticket(jz staple on the letter n consider as redeemed)….

I told my friend tat we hv to be at the hall to avoid crowded….luckily..we been there early..n manage to go quite front…although i run too slow, but my friend manage to get a gud place….thanks friend…

we waited there for a quite long time…i think is about 1 hour b4 u-kiss come out….i was so excited to c them!! argh…..U-KISS!!! we shout, we capture pic n video…unfortunately, we sit too far, everything nt clear…hehe, but i still very happy…

After waiting the VIP finish signing, we allow to start queue up to go up stage to collect album….b4 tat, me n my friend din prepare anything to give them…but i come out with an idea – give them our ring!! haha…I feel very happy… Soo Hyun recieved my ring!!! He said OH, TQTQTQ!! haha…i was so happy to heard him say TQ…

I felt melted for manytimes…especially while they singing…hope to c u guys again~~ lovely guys~~

Thanks again to Karen, GD, and also my lovely dongsaen…

SARANGHAEYO

got my job woking as teacher assistant in kumon….i hope i can hadle those kid nicely…..i like kids (i think)…i hope they will like me too…n i hope i can handle those thing….i hope i can goes well with my colleagues too….they are nice enuff…even they will ask me to go home earlier….

**18 May
I bang car……so sad that i bang my 3 weeks old car~~
I promise myself to take care my car well n hard….but i still failed to do tat….
My lovely car ar…..din u noe i love u so much? haiz…..
nw, need to pay compound and repair car…poor car…haiz….i will take care u better next time…..

you…yes is you…..noerago!!

Saengil chukka hamnida…..

Although dun hv bobo 2day, but i hope he will treat u gud….

i an hae…noe idda…..

u will always be in my heart….

enjoy it to the max…

dun think so much…

Specially wishes from:

Ber Ber Nice and Soo Hyun

i got my pride….我真的很希望有人倾听我的心….可是,我真的找不到….

我很幸福, 但是我没有一个很好的态度……我没有别人所谓的安慰或理解…

为什么我的朋友就是被你们说得那么不正常?? 我的朋友就不能有自己的态度?一定要随你们吗?!

就一直觉得我们不正常…..有想过我的感受吗? 就不能支持我吗?

我有那么不听话吗? 我有那么的顽皮吗? 我有做一些你们不能接受的东西吗?

我很讨厌你们对什么事情都大呼小叫…… 为了那么小的事情, 你可以喊得那么大声….

你只想我了解你, 但是你有真正去想一下你自己是如何………

i appreciate wat i have, but i rili hate my attitude….n i hate urs too…..

arrrrggghhh..i jz feel to cry out loud…….release it!!!!! argh…jz in 2day….can i??

i jz need a chance to cry out……argh…….i can;t stand for it anymore…..

这已经不是对我好了…..你们不是在改变我, 而是对我有偏见…..

讨厌这样的事情!!!!! 滚远一点…

我什么都没有……连最后的骨气都失去了…

我永远都实现不了我所说的话….

我很了解, 哭泣对这件事没有用处…

只有坚持才是重要的…

我学会忘了哭泣….

是我长大了吗?

还是, 我真的醒来了….

现在的目标, 设定了….

一定要成功…

不允许再是口头的承诺了…..

when she grow up, she started change….
she learn many things from her friend n society….
but she wonder y ppl laugh at her…

finally she found out…
she was outdated…she was not fashioned…
she was not connected with the society….

she can’t feel the happiness anymore…
she feel unfamiliar with her family…..
it is now farer……

is it the time for her to realise?
there is no fairytale in this world….
her eyes is tired….her heart is tired…
but she dun want stop!!!

she wanna move forward….
she wanna prove herself…
she no longer like when she is young…
she wanna prove that she changed….
TOTALLY CHANGED!!!

When can this been proof?!
~~~UNKNOWN~~~

我以为我忘记了他, 忘记了在另外一个世界的他……可是, 原来我还是惦记着看到他的日子……

我的好友, 无意间告诉我他前任的事情….我忽然好奇,去看了他的FB….谁知道!!!! 原来他是我好友的男友的朋友……这是什么世界啊…..世界真是小啊….这把我吓坏了…..

我心里忽然很好奇, 立刻找了他….真的是认识的!!!! 从他的口中, 我得知了很多事情……而且, 他已经有一位交往多年的女友….. 不过这也是应该的, 他长得很帅啊…..也许眼光太高了, 而且我觉得我不配….心里只觉得很可惜, 但是还是非常祝福他…

难道….想要一个人爱自己有这么难吗? 难道我的性格….真的还是没有变很好吗? 还是真的因为我的外貌?! 也许吧….也许我也该改变一下了…..我应该减掉更多的肥…..每个人都是一样的, 有谁不希望自己的另一半是帅帅或漂漂亮亮的….也许, 我真的该努力了…..我不够努力….所以我失败…..

有一天, 我一定会有属于我自己的真爱…..

If you wanted to noe wat happen to me ytd, pls be nice to me b4 u ask tat….dun think tat out things hv to tell u….if u so not satisfy with me, pls dun get noe all about my things….

i threat u as friend, but hw u threat me? u was like so so so dun use to communicate with….then jz forget it lorh….

Satisfaction in my heart……..

another things…..the fear of heart..

end of the earth

will it jz ended like tat?

fear of it? yes i am!!!

i am not tat tought tat u think…

i have the negative part!!!

FINALLY i found it!!

i used to thnk tat i am positive….but when come to dead..i am not!!!

hope i will rili change my mind…..pls…